But I was afraid to accept that part of me. Let me also state I am a married man of 20 years with 3 beautiful children that I love and adore more than anything in this world. Gay sex I let someone in past my high protective walls that I had always built up for myself and I don’t regret one single minute of it. I was on the apps last summer late at night while everyone in the house was of course asleep. I got a message from someone that peaked my interest and we started talking. Alone in a hotel room. So here I was one day a few months ago home on lunch and the urge struck and this time it was too strong to resist. Do I fault him for finding someone else? I told him I’d meet him at his place in 15 minutes and proceeded to hide my locations so no one could know where I was at and went over. To say that that day was one of the best times I ever had was an understatement. So back on the app I went…and within ten minute or so…I found my buddy from a few months back that I freaked out on and disappeared on. We started talking and
