Tell him.” It was Carolyn.Ray began.“My grandfather had done prostate checks on me for as long as I could remember. Gay sex I told him that we were going to walk on the beach and relax. That’s one step away from husband. “It bothers me that I’m not a virgin for you.”“I don’t understand. Tom-tom.” I knew what he meant, and it tore me up inside that he was thinking that.“I wanted you to be my first.”“Has someone made love to you before?” I asked.“You know what happened,” he replied.“I do. Carolyn was there. He smiled and rubbed himself against my thigh.I pushed him back and onto the bed. When I’m inside you, I’ll be the first person to do that.”“But the other…”“That wasn’t love,” I said softly. He’d put Vaseline on his finger and then stick his finger in my ass. Maybe Tommy scared him, but it was God who took care of his evil.
