It has been months, I didn’t even know you existed. I evaluated my current outfit and I decided, it is provocative, but I have to prove him Im all in and I don’t mind being seeing like this with him, I grabbed a cute designer sandals (I wanted him to see my feet) and left to the place.I arrived and he wasn’t there… I thought it was a trap or a joke or something, but then I got a textMiguel: buy a ticket for the new star wars movie and meet me inside, I saved you a spot next to me, I am right in the middle towards the backI smiled… and I thought, wow! Gay porn I felt heartbroken and humiliated.It is very early in the morning the sun is starting to come up… I get in my car, and I realize the events of the last few hours… I am a different person now. Somehow, my spirit is broken; I am humiliated, degraded, abused, and brainwashed, and still, I have feelings for him.I take inventory of what happened: a man, a stranger to be precise, had blackmailed me to have unprotected sex with him several times. I know it is not the first time, but every time, feeling full of him
