My entire pelvis feels electrified, and at any moment the fuse will be lit and it’ll be too late. I feel strung out.He gets me some water and puts one of Chrisette’s fuzzy throw blankets around my shoulders. Gay sex I agreed to this. I’m not an actor; if she really wants to see me and Todd together I don’t know how to pretend like it’s the first time.Todd cuts in. It’s bad for the pipes if I wash everything down the drain, so I’m picking grass out of my beard when I see movement in my peripheral vision.Todd is leaning against the doorframe, watching me. I’ve been getting a lot more headaches lately. “Jesse, hey, let me help.”He’s walking like he’s Chris Pratt in a fucking raptor cage, and also I can’t stop gasping long enough to tell him to fuck off so I let him get close and the guy…I almost laugh, because his whole “help” business is to give me a fucking hug. I’m pretty sure Todd has friends. So even if he’s just there to give encouragement, that’ll be enough.”I put my hands up.
