. But, a part of me thinks maybe that’s a lie.” “Hmm,” I said. “So ya got a little bit o’ pervert in ya! Ya think ya just might be back for another round at The Hole. Maybe a part o’ ya even wants to check out the glory holes in the john. They’re right next to the piss bowls!” He didn’t say nothin’ again. He was lookin’ at my crotch. I realized that without thinkin’ ‘bout doin’ it, I had been playin’ with my cage from outside my sweats ever since I’d put ‘em back on. I didn’t quit. I even stepped it up some . Gay sex . . . cuz I do both. But, the part o’ me that loves it is the only one I can let show. Damn miserable prison I’m in – that’s what it is.“I just can’t process this, Joh – johnnie. It’s like a role model of mine has gotten lost. Can I do anything to help you get back?” “Ethan, you’re a nice guy. LOOK at me! Look at my big roid body, my head, my tats, my ringed nose, my shrunken prick in a cage. Ya seen what I done here tonight. I wanted ya to see what I am now. Won’t blame
