. Gay porn not this shitty situation.Back in the hall, Tony is turned towards me now. I look at him, and sure enough, black gothic letters tattoo says T O N Y in sort of an arch above his bellybutton. Below it, in smaller letters and straight, not arched, right above his cock, D i F I L I P P O.“So – your name across your stomach. The boss made you get that?”“I’m honored, Charlie. Shows I’m his boy. You’ll see. You’ll love havin’ yours, too.”“No fuckin’ way!”The other two big ugly thugs are in the gym working out. (What I am I thinking? I look like them now!) “O.K. This is Jimmy and Sammy.” They both reach out to shake my hand . . . to both ya . . . !”I must have passed out from the pain. I’ve never before felt anything like it. Never. I’m coming back to consciousness now. Don’t know if I was out for a minute or an hour. I can see all four of ‘em still standing there. My face is on fire.“Ricky”, Phillipe says, “show Charlie in the mirror the change that has happened to his body.”Ricky’s getting that mirror and pulling it over to the cross. No drape over it this time. I
