There was no reason for me to be nervous asking my next question; I’d just sent him three photos in which I was fully exposed and he’d showered me with compliments, but I still felt vulnerable.“any chance i could see you too?”“i’m at the office rn” he replied. Gay sex what are your thoughts on first date sex?”I thought about this for a moment, knowing the answer was that I loved it but not wanting to come off as a slut. His nipples were hard, but the shirt was such a slim fit it kept them mostly flat. He was sitting in a cubical, obviously in an office. I’d framed myself as an object to be owned as property. I imagined him grinning and muttering something about how I’m such a pathetic whore and it fueled my continued push into hormonal delirium. He’d saved it. From a valley of doubt and anxiety I soared to happiness and hope. We would build trust as time went on, but with this he could look at the video to find the time he walked into the room and see how long I’d been in position.It wasn’t easy to stay like that, even though it was an extreme turn on (and surprisingly satisfying) to subject myself to
