I spotted Mike sitting on a bench by the duck pond, his elbows resting on his knees, his head in his hands.As I approached, he looked up, his eyes meeting mine. Gay sex The room felt heavier, more charged, like the air before a storm. I needed to tread carefully.Just as I pressed send on my message to Mike, my phone started to ring, the sudden noise jarring me. I don’t want to sound weird or anything, but I was just curious.. I don’t even know why I’m telling you this. Says I’ve been too busy with work and friends, that I don’t spend enough time with her. “Hey, man, it’s nothing to be embarrassed about. I didn’t know what to say, how to explain it. But now, as I sat there alone, the reality of what had happened began to sink in.I had just sucked off my best friend, and he had freaked out and run away in a panic.I stood up from the couch, my body aching with a mix of satisfaction and unease.I couldn’t shake the feeling of guilt that had settled in the pit of my stomach, like a stone. And then, you know, swallowing everything.” He let out another nervous laugh, and I could see the embarrassed blush
