Jeff was forty. Gay sex Bill was fifty-year-olds with graying brown hair. They had always spent it together until his death.“I’m sorry “ Jeff said“Luis was the love of my life I still miss him” Bill wiped a tear from his eye.“I’m sure you do.”“Sorry I did not mean to get emotional.”“That’s what Christmas is all about “Jeff rubbed Bill’s shoulder.“True like in those Hallmark movies”“Or the commercials”“They made me cry too you must think I’m really sappy.”“No, I don’t”“Thank you”“I was glad you invited me over” Jeff said.“It’s not good to be alone tonight.”“I agree even if I don’t want to admit it” Jeff was becoming emotional.“Come here” Bill hugged Jeff who was surprised by his coworker’s action.“Bill you are a nice guy but I’m not-”“Lonely?”Bill kissed Jeff on the lips.“I’m sorry Jeff I got carried away.”“Well, we did drink a lot of wine.”Jeff needed to make a connection to escape his feeling of loneliness and hugged Bill in his strong arms“I need this ““Me too” Jeff kissed Bill on the lips.“I don’t see any mistletoe.”The two men embrace and kissed deeper.“Getting hot in here.”“Tell me about it “Bill pulled off Jeff’s sweater exposing a hairy chest.“You are sexy” Bill licked Jeff’s nipple.Jeff felt Bill’s hands reaching into his trousers releasing his
