It might be easier for him. Gay sex …surrounded by men all of whom have done it, who care about it. …well, I don’t mean for the act but get him relaxed…remember brother, you used to massage me. …maybe you could rub him, relax him. …what do you think?”“Ja, well, yes this I do, Bjorn you now go…be with him explain something of love maybe he knows if Haakon wants him but is frightened…”It was a stunningly good idea. I know he tried to maybe hurt himself but, I think, that’s passed. I wondered if their tree with the nest would survive?We were there all of three nights and two days. I’d done the dutiful son thing and called home to say I’d arrived safely and all was well.“He called me a month ago, he was in a hospital some place, ran away from home and cut…”I slammed my hand over his mouth. So now, we are today, Tim, you. …Haakon, my experience is no good to you. He was on me immediately.“Haakon, please, it was wrong and foolish and now I’ve made you to hurt yourself, please, I cannot let you hurt, let me pick you up.” And the sucker of the Western World did let him pick me up, did let him take me to bed
