I wanted him, with an intensity that terrified me I couldn’t say that, could I?Yet as I looked into his eyes, I saw that he already knew. Gay sex He wanted all of me—my time, my thoughts, my body. But I needed to say something, to give her—and myself—some kind of closure.“I’ve been… seeing someone else,” I admitted, the words tasting bitter in my mouth. “Belle, I… I haven’t been honest with you, or with myself. “What happened?”I looked at him, the man who had become my entire world, and I knew what I had to do. I couldn’t tell her the whole truth—not about Victor, not about the way he made me feel. It was past eight and this was quite an unexpected time for anyone to visit me. I wanted to believe him, to let myself be swept away in the fantasy he was offering. I didn’t want to lose you, but I didn’t want to lie to you, either. But it also felt like the beginning of something new—a chance to start over, to find myself again.When I returned to the mansion later that night, Victor was waiting for me.
