I struggled with these mixed emotions for a long time until I read about CNC.The idea that someone could willingly give their consent to another person or people to be sexually violated for others pleasure just felt like the missing piece in the puzzle. I must have accepted over 30 loads in that time, on my face and in my hair, in my mouth, on my chest and on my ass and so much inside me. Gay sex Part of the enjoyment is playing the waiting game, never knowing what may happen. It’s all true, although at the time I was still too disgusted and ashamed with myself to disclose every thing that happened. Either way I needed to change tact if I was to finally get what I wanted.The perfect “session” in my mind was to be abducted or dragged somewhere remote by two or more men and abused without care, for their own enjoyment. I must have accepted over 30 loads in that time, on my face and in my hair, in my mouth, on my chest and on my ass and so much inside me.
