You didn’t need to come out here and do this with me you should just lay down and rest” she says as I shake my head because I told her that I want to help while I’m here.I look at her as I’m picking up some of the eggs the hens have laid “I wanted to come out here and help because this is who I am just because I live in the city, it never changes my love for the farm even if the Chickens are a mess.”Mum smiles and I can see how happy she is by the look on her face though if she knew everything I don’t think she would be anywhere close to being happy with me keeping everything a secret from her about doing porn and the money issues but I’m happy with what I did and the decision I made.The chickens are fun to be around again even if I’m like a stranger to most of them wanting to peck at me when I try to help them and help Mum clean up.
