Of many. You fucked me while kissing my neck, my shoulders. Gay sex I still cannot utter the words out loud. I had old shorts on, the ones I used when I stayed home, not on duty. I moaned and begged for you to go harder, but you were in control. I hope my dear Rocco has found the way out of the dark rooms we have put ourselves in. It knew your body as if it was part of me. The last splash crossed my face, tainting me, painting it as his. In his eyes, I could see the expectation I felt in my chest. We said that would stop. He told me I should continue to do it. But my intentions had been pure, I suppose. He is the sun. Or else none of us, not me, not your grandpa and not you, will ever rest in peace.”My Babbo stayed with us just enough to see me through the priesthood. Dino swallowed every last drop and when he got up again, we kissed and I could still taste my cum in him.The chopping of grass, the whistling of an old man. Dino. Rocco. I can’t remember what I answered. Meeting you was like a knife through my chest. I had old
