. ah . Gay sex . !”I must have passed out from the pain. I’ve never before felt anything like it. Never. I’m coming back to consciousness now. Don’t know if I was out for a minute or an hour. I can see all four of ‘em still standing there. My face is on fire.“Ricky”, Phillipe says, “show Charlie in the mirror the change that has happened to his body.”Ricky’s getting that mirror and pulling it over to the cross. No drape over it this time. I can see myself. With all the pain that is in my face, I look at it first.Damn! I don’t believe it. “You fuckin’ bastard, Phillipe! You’ve mutilated me. What have you done to my face?!”I’ve always thought that my face looked pretty good, even handsome. But, now . . . . . . . . and see my caveman face in the damn mirror. I didn’t see or hear Ricky move behind me. All of a sudden, his finger is in my ass crack. I spring up and tell him, “Get the fuck away from me you ugly scum!”“Ugly scum? Hmm. Look who’s talkin’. Check us out in the mirrors, Charlie. Who’s uglier?”I’m moving back to what I guess is my bed. This time I lie
