“I didn’t mean for it to end like this.”“But it did.”Luke looked up. Gay porn Like that night.Like the version of me I don’t know how to let go of.Tomorrow, I leave for College.Late night flight. “Good.”I fell asleep with his arm across my stomach and his breath warm against my neck.It was the first time I felt completely held.The next morning, he made pancakes. Said he just wanted to say goodbye.”Cal let out a breath and ran a hand through his hair. “I’ve wanted this for so long.”I moaned when he kissed my chest. The one we’d mastered. And he was right.I wanted to. Because the truth hurt more than the lie: he loved me. My body went weightless. I wiped them with the sleeve of my hoodie, quick and frantic, like I could erase what just happened if I moved fast enough.But it didn’t work.I cried all the way to the sidewalk. “I didn’t mean for it to end like this.”“But it did.”Luke looked up. “Just… be careful with your heart, okay?”I nodded.The football field looked smaller in the morning light. Not quite a denial. He acted like we were something. His chest was tan and broad, muscles flexing slightly every time he moved. Some secret you’re relieved to be rid
