The more you open, the more you can hold.One day I’ll do a full split. Gay sex I think they were right. The more you open, the more you can hold.One day I’ll do a full split. At this point, it was all I had left. Did it curve enough for the gorgeous, toned man behind me to notice? I had to decide when enough was enough.Like now.That pain, too, was stretch. The sweat followed. I had to decide when enough was enough.Like now.That pain, too, was stretch. Stretching hurts, but it’s also a kind of worship. Less a yoga move now, more a gesture of surrender — to the teacher, the class, the gods.I let my ass stay raised. They force me to listen to my body — to slow down, to be patient. I tried. I inhaled the poppers. But not only that. I haven’t been taking care of my body the way I should. I inhaled the poppers. I tried. So does anal play. And I realized: I’d spent yesterday evening training a different muscle. Less a yoga move now, more a gesture of surrender — to the teacher, the class, the gods.I let my ass stay raised.
