But then, I’d gotten the same feeling when I encountered Jacob. Gay sex I thought it was you, but I was high. I just know I can’t go back to the Liensdorf Cottage. I felt that it was true, and if I’d said so, he’d be crushed to the point of not being able to direct us in the performance the next afternoon.I turned my face to him and leaned in a bit. She and Rachel were kissing. . That’s where they are . I didn’t begrudge her her girlfriend, who was quite hot.* * * *We were on the bed in Mei Fan’s room at the Liensdorf Cottage. And then he showed me that we weren’t finished that night. It was scotch—very smooth scotch.We sat for some time, in the dark, watching the moonlight play on the water in the swimming pool, before either of us spoke. He did. I thought at one point I was talking to Chuck Brown, the lighting technician I’d been roughly covered by six years earlier—I’d seen him at work during the dress rehearsal, so he still worked here—but by then my head was spinning and I couldn’t tell reality from fantasy. Then I was fucking Julia in a doggy and squeezing her breasts.I heard a shriek
