It had happened on a night very similar to this one, where we’d been out at the bar drinking, vaguely trying to hook up but mainly just playing pool and enjoying one another’s company. It’s the dream, bro.”For now, it was okay to leave it at that. Gay porn I thought “Fuck, he’s gonna kiss me.” And then he did. I rose upward, sat back down. And that day would lead to another, and another, and I’d have to reckon with reality. Hadn’t I at least thought about it? I was just fucking around. It sank. We walked there.He got us a couple beers from his fridge and we nursed them. My cock kept getting hard, softening, getting hard again. “What is this, though?”“It is what it is. “To not have to use a condom, either.”I nodded. They don’t like to fuck as much as guys do.”“Yeah and if they do they want to get all emotional about it and you have to, like, say you’re gonna marry them or some shit.”“Exactly,” he said. I didn’t care that it went all over him. “Another round?” I said.We’d already had sex at that point, but we’d never really talked about it. “To not have to use a condom, either.”I nodded.
