. Gay porn . . . Today’s it’s back to normal.”We’re crossing into the john, all of us playing with ourselves – even me – and looks like we’re gonna shower . . and mad. That’s why I’m gettin’ hard.” I know I’m lyin’. Something in me is a traitor to me.We’ve worked out for about an hour. My stiffness is gone now . . to both ya . . they . . . . . at least the stiffness in my muscles. I keep seeing myself in all these mirrors and the stiffness between my legs just keeps getting encouraged. This can’t be. It just can’t.Ricky and Sammy are coming into the kitchen now – two others with him.Ricky says, “Hey Charlie – ya met Carrie and Johnnie yet? Ya haven’t, right?”“No, I haven’t.”They’re naked like all of us. My eyes can’t miss the bushes on ‘em – with nothing I can see comin’ outta them. Can’t see whether they’ve got something there or not. “I’m Carrie”, one of them says to me and offers his hand. I take it. I’m trying to act normal. Not easy. “And, I’m Johnnie”, the other one says doing the same.“Hi . . ah . . . .
