The pain in the dream becomes pain in real time (that’s what I’m calling it when not dreaming) and, of course, now Eddie has let me know the next night that they’ve decided they’ll be spanking me as well. Gay sex You’ve made me face the fact that I’ve never been truly happy. Damn thing was that I was disappointed when they let me in on the game. Even this Dom who just beat the hell out of me can’t hit me any more because HE said I’d had enough.I get so tired. A couple of times a dream has morphed into reality. How can this be happening? That will make it extra demeaning for them to find out we can make you display yourself to them naked, that you really are subject to us, they’ll know what you are.”And so that was that. Open it more. . Then he takes my face in both his hands. Let’s not get carried away. This was some kind of sexual assignation. No matter what would be required of me, I must remember that my role in life is to serve free men however they want.
