I thought that was it for this strange and insens lust I had for my boyfriend loving another man… Gay sex And he was right… An aspect of my life I never tried to fix to this day… As we now lives whole cities away we where able to work together through our mutual cheating until I began finding messages of my boyfriend meeting and enjoying other men…A normal person would end this relationship here but with every time he had other men I wanted him to more and more until this past year…Early last year I have come to terms that I want to only be there for my boyfriend as a relationship and let him become especially single while I stay loyal to him and only talk to other guys, never meet…I approached my boyfriend with this idea which he initially rejected as he loved me and didn’t want to loose me until I finally over multiple fights convinced him to make an effort into looking for sex with everyone but me… This leads me to this week, I harrased my boyfriend into admitting if I’m as good as the guys on Grindr.It wasn’t a surprise to me that I am only good in bed until I cum and then it becomes a
