I found over time that despite the lockdowns ending, I would chat with guys on Scruff and Grindr, get all hot and bothered but retreat to my room and fuck myself silly with a variety of toys and poppers.I started to wonder what this auto-gratification was all about….was I scared to catch the Covids or was it just some funk I was in?Either way, I realized it was time to get my head out of my ass, and one night, while enjoying a popper fuelled ass-fuck with my ten speed remote controlled butt plug, I thought, I wonder if my old BBRTs friend (not using his name for obvious reasons) would be into watching me fuck myself for a while and then when I’m ready, take over and fuck me raw?Now full disclosure, he works as an escort but despite our previous commercial interactions, we’ve actually become friendly and he’s come to me on occasion when he needs some help or just to talk, and it was in this light that I texted him that night with the vibrating buttplug whirring against my prostate.“Hey sexy, you well?
