Am practically rehearsing what I counter that with; piecing together the advice and platitudes that Riley and Harper have already used on me. “Are you trying to reassure me, or yourself, by saying that?” Aidan asks, instead.My chuckle is because I know I’m beyond the point of needing reassurance, now. Gay sex None of the second-guessing like it feels like you’re always doing with girls; not having to decode half of what Haley says to me, sifting through for secret meanings or hidden traps. “Later, assholes.”It feels good, to be outside. Enough that I realize I’m hard just teetering on that precipice.When I look up, to see Aidan staring back at me from a pace ahead, it’s clear he knows the impact those thoughts – this whole conversation – have had on me. Not as my cramping thighs howl, or my abs clench painfully, or my back protests about the hard wooden table beneath me.And suddenly it’s like each and every muscle gives up, relaxes at the same time. Its housing is battered and dirt-streaked, but it’s too much to hope that means the hardware inside is similarly unreliable. Aidan laughs, when I turn back to him. “Your face, bro.
