But at the same time it felt good to have someone who I would be able to talk freely about my feelings during all the other crap I would be dealing with during this rough time. Gay sex I was glad we went slowly because I was a little lightheaded and my legs were a little shaky after being in bed for so long but at the same time it felt good to be out of that bed.When we got to the bathroom Kyle lead me to the toilet and I released his arm so I could turn to sit on the toilet. He agreed but said all I had to do was reach out and his hand would be right there if I need it.I made it back to the bed though very slowly and I told Kyle that I thought my room must be huge because it seemed like it took forever to get from one end to the other but he told me it was just a regular hospital room. He was 26, he was 5’ 11” tall and weighed 185 pounds, wore a 35” waist, a large shirt and a size 12 shoe.
