Tears an shyt were comin outta his eyes, I knew he was too angry to hear anythin we was sayin.I hadda try sumthin, tho. Gay sex “Lamar, I love you, and for a minute, I thought that I had feelings for Malik. “Mar,” I said, tryin to calm him down.He lookd back an shouted at me. Da pain from dat gun smackin me was REAL for a minnit, and I couldn’t see at first from da hurt. “I knew you had real feelings for my son,” he said, still holdin on. He reached over an huggd me tite, makin tears of my own show up. A lump rose in my throat. “I’m da lucky one,” I said.My parole officer lookd at me then. He lookd at Officer Dan. While this was goin on Officer Dan was still tryin to reach Mar. “Lamar, listen to me,” he said.Mar turned his face away from him. So I said goodbye to him.”“Downstairs in the kitchen, you mean. We didn’t recognize each other then, we didn’t know that we had you as a connection. “What da fuk is up in hurr,” he askd, his voice was low an quiet, an he had one hand behind his back, like he was holdin sumthin…“Lamar, what are you doing-” Officer
