This is easy, there is only me. Gay sex “Sir, you once told me that I must be able to talk with you about anything. My neck was stiff and my chest and stomach muscles ached. I didn’t expect it to be so brutal. “I want this sorted by lunchtime” he handed me some papers, I turned to leave. Remember, you wanted this”. His firm grip of my hair keeping my head back and throat open, he held the silicone monster in place, I could feel pressure inside deep below my throat easily half way down. And he’s right, that has always been a strong pull for me but now I gain very little physical gratification from these acts. With this realisation came the reality too. Just as I thought I would pass out, I felt simultaneous withdrawal of the dildo and Keith’s nose pinch. Those months were also devoid of the very thing that I found pleasure in too. Sir, I need help, I’m struggling to understand us”. “I control your life Nancy boi because you need that, you jump when I say, you turn up here when I choose, you leave when I tell you to, I’ve chosen to train your throat, you are contracted to work for me, I tell
