The NightThat night proved to be one of the craziest nights in my life.I couldn’t help but think of Jordan and Eddie as I fell to sleep, and couldn’t really help comparing Jordan to Jamal, and myself to Eddie.I had already jerked off twice after Jordan left, somehow thinking that would calm me down, but I still couldn’t get my head around how Jordan was so naively hot, and so crazily sexual.I was sure I had foresworn ever getting into any relationship again after Jamal, but increasingly I was thinking more and more about how to get involved even more with Eddie and Jordan.That somehow seemed disloyal to Jamal, even though Jamal had been gone for years, so I guess I shouldn’t have been surprised that my dreams drifted to old times with Jamal, although somehow Jordan kept slipping into Jamal’s place in my dreams, and Eddie seemed to either replace me, or join in with me.I woke up three different times, hard as a rock even after having shot in my sleep. I even jerked off more trying to calm down, but the second my head hit the pillow I was back in the dream, hard yet again, cumming yet again.I even tried sucking myself off once. To no avail. Damn.
