I wasn’t sure if he was ready for this (or even if I was), but I was going to try. I could see him deciding that I was not going to do it no matter what I said. Gay sex “O.K.”Figuring he was new to the campus, I asked, “Do you know where the cafeteria is?”He hesitated slightly before he replied,“I think so.”I didn’t believe for an instant that he knew how to get to the cafeteria from here. “Are you sure you’re ready for this?” I whispered. KISS. While we fooled around and I fucked him a few more times, our personalities did not mesh well enough to form a strong or lasting emotional bond in the end. I fumbled with the button and zipper on my jeans, struggling to open them. I reached my hand behind Jim’s head and embraced it, pulling him into me as I opened my mouth more fully and extended my tongue into his mouth. I had never even kissed a man before, though I had kissed young women a few times and wondered “what’s the point of that?”I had not yet come out of the proverbial closet to anyone.
