it was in my early teens when I was taunted and called a faggot, sissy, queer, or fairy.Interestingly, I began to look forward to the negative attention, as it was also reinforced by an older brother. In public, the tormenting continued, sometimes brutal and one even punched me in the face in front of his friends. Gay sex I turned around on all 4’s and presented my ass to Tony. By my 16th year the boys in the neighborhood and school became more brazen, and maybe I was, too. I did not develop physically when most did, I did not talk about girls as they did, I did not roughhouse, I just was not one of the guys. And then, suddenly, just before Thanksgiving, Tony said, “hey faggot, you want me to fuck you”?Now, I should pause for just a moment and let you know Tony wasn’t the only guy I was having sex with at the time. In front of our dorm mates or other people prior to the fuck, he’d treated me nice enough, and before the fucking, when we were alone, I was a “queer, faggot, cocksucker, etc.” and now, whether or not we were with people or not, I was invisible.
