Jerking my cock, I picture Zak riding it as I do so and it doesn’t take long for me to imagine firing loads of cum up his tight hole right as I blow my own load with 4 or 5 different spurts of cum in there which cover my body as I feel Zak kissing me as now, I picture him lying next to me.My eyes still closed, not wanting to ruin the moment as Zak leans into me kissing me before pulling away “I love you so much Stevie” he says to me as I smile kissing him back, wishing this moment was real but knowing as well that I shouldn’t be thinking this way.I eventually open my eyes up and know that I still shouldn’t be thinking about this way about Zak but it’s hard not to have the feelings that have never left me and I know that they are still there for him.Quickly I take another shower to wash the cum off my body and then just go back and lay on my bed and scroll through my phone looking at Instagram at some of my old pictures where Zak and I were together as a couple but just friends to everyone.
