I’ve had it all: the awkward look upwards as a guy gets to his knees to give me a blowjob; the brief exhale of air that represents a stifled laugh; to the comments which add to my humiliation – “not much going on down there!” Where a guy comes back expecting a good fuck from me, he usually leaves disappointed and unsatisfied.This particular story begins on one of these nights – a regular trip to the club on a Friday night, picking up a guy, and coming back to my flat. For a 21 year-old guy, a drop in motivation and the onset of boredom probably results in one thing: a wank. Gay porn I mean, who wouldn’t after answering questions like: ‘Think of a time when you have used your leadership skills to turn around a bad situation’? My parents will of course tell me it’s my own fault:“You had plenty of opportunities to get some work experience and you didn’t bother.”“This is what happens when you decide to leave everything to the last minute.”Quite honestly, they’ve got a point.
