The reaction was direct and unabashed, not to mention homophobic. Gay sex I find you so mature, so good looking. Warm kiss from Zahir.”This note remains on Zahir’s pillow. He writes another note, much longer than the first one:“Dear gym buddy;I constantly dream of you. Your presence warms my heart. I baptized you Zahir because I image you as a helper, a supporter. I had no idea that my wink had an effect on him.* * *All the time Zahir exercises, he is thinking how it would be hot to rub against Paul. When he gets home, he imagines hugging him, getting hard and having mutual masturbation.Paul continues to blink at Zahir who remains stoic. One day, the handsome gym buddy does not show up at the St. I lied and said that I just wanted to feel his muscles, without any sexual intent.The new kid on the block, so to speak, looks like an East Indian guy approximately 25 years-old. His body has a strong musky scent, the kind of intoxicating smell that gets me hard.
